..and the results are in..
i was listening to Evanescence today, and for some reason every time i do, i always think real hard about me and life and things happening to me..i really reflected back and realized that i always throw everything away..espacially everthing thats good. so many times i have something really good or even great going for me, and i always find some way to screw it up. usually its because of my selfish emotions.. im always thinking of myself, and what i want. almost every relationship im in i screw up. maybe i shouldnt have someone special..maybe i dont deserve an angel. maybe i deserve every bad thing that happens to me. who knows..
im really having trouble opening up to you. i have had a deep convor...
