Kayc889: Why do I even try....

im a screwup... yep, thats all there is to it... hello, my name is kaycee, and i am a screwup... in fact i come form a family of them, my mother and father both screwed up big time, they brought me into this world and gave me hell hole to live in... my mother also screwed up by remarring an asshole... these are my flaws: i screwed up many times... lets see... i always lose someone who is close to me, due to me being a dumbass... im a dumbass... i always get myself into trouble.... i cant keep friends longer than 2 years... i dont know how to show "compassion"... i think waaay to much... im over emotional... i dont tell people when im upset.. i dont "talk"... i always change the subject... i take things out on myself... i lie... sometimes... i dont have a...